Yesterday Serena woke up really early and Scott got her and put her in bed with me. She laid there and nursed for a while. Then she got up and threw up all over me. Its not the first time, but it was the last time. We don’t know what is causing her to cough and throw up so much but its getting old. I feel terrible for her, I know it hurts. It does seem to happen a lot right after the nurses. We put her on Zyrtec and that didn’t do anything, so we put her on Singulair too along with a week of steroids. The steroids are to reduce any inflammation. Something does seem to be working because she isn’t coughing so much anymore. Her nose is still running, but in time maybe the meds will help that. Anyway I figured that yesterday was as good a time as any to stop nursing, cold turkey. Yes I could reduce it to only twice a day, morning and night. Then to once a day, night. Then make it less and less time until she doesn’t do it anymore. The thing is when she wants it she doesn’t give up easily. So I’m going to be dealing with a very pissed off toddler a lot of the time. Here is how its going.
Wednesday: wake up, nurse, throw up on mommy, go downstairs with daddy, get mad when daddy leaves, try to nurse, throw a fit (30-45 minutes), have some eggs and pudding, share the eggs with Gizmo, go outside and play for a while, come inside and eat lunch, go sit on the bottom step and scream, stop screaming the second mommy opens the gate and lets me go upstairs, lay down and take a wonderful three hour nap, get up and play with daddy for a few minutes, throw another fit when daddy leaves, go outside and run around, say “NO” when mommy asks me to come inside because its starting to rain, keep running around until mommy hears thunder and drags me in the house, yell at mommy because just looking out the window isn’t good enough, look out the open front door at the crazy thunder storm, get excited when daddy comes back home, throw a fit when I can’t go play in the rain some more, eat franks and beans (not hers but what mommy and daddy have), get cranky, go to bed at 8:30, wake up when mommy is stupid and comes in my room to get the fan out, play on the bed for a while, scream when I get put back in bed but go to sleep after a few minutes.
Thursday: Wake up and throw a fit when daddy changes my poopy diaper, get really mad when mommy won’t let me nurse, throw a fit, scream, cry, headbutt mommy, pull on mommy’s shirt, scream, lay on the floor, after about two hours of being crazy I’m OKAY to sit in mommy’s lap and watch tv but only if mommy doesn’t look at me its all over when she does, run after mommy crying when she is trying to get things done, get excited when I see ramen for lunch, eat a lot of noodles, drink about half a cup of milk and ask for more, spill most of the new cup on the table, help mommy throw clean clothes all over the living room, walk up the stairs and run into Mommy’s room after the cat, get mad when mommy puts me in bed, cry for a few minutes but go to sleep. . .
We will see how this afternoon goes. Scott has a pass for this weekend, so today is the last work day. I have pretty much said that I want to finish the house, hang the pictures and curtains, re-arrange our bedroom, unpack all my clothes and when done go find a couch/love seat and chair. We really don’t have a lot of money to spend, so we will see.